Friday, August 11, 2017


This has been an...eventful summer. This has been an eventful 8 months. I'm hoping that by the end of 2017, some of this stress will have been worth it for me. An unwanted but still-occurring form of motivation or clarity.
The jury is still out on What I'm Doing With My Life. I have a lot of time left to do what I want to do, but far more than enough time not being able to do it. It's a labyrinth I haven't been able to find my way out of. I try everything I can but it feels like the walls of the maze are rearranged as I approach the exit.
I've come to the point where I'm letting go of guiding myself and am trying to let things happen. It's hard to accept because it feels like I'm giving up on what I want for myself, but I guess the operative idea is to trust that I'll find out how to get there.
I never thought I'd sound so much like a motivational wall hanging from Target on my own blog but here I am.
Here's to finding out what my next move is. Until then I'm just floating.

photos: my boyfriend